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Its hard to face the facts of life sometimes.
Like trying to break a cycle of routine.

How much more can I take, will I give them back?

Does it really belong to me in the first place?

I really need to be told, what is wanted from me.

You can't just leave me waiting. Look into my eyes and tell me. Don't shy away.

My dad alway says, there's no such thing as 'free lunch', people always want something in return. If this is true, tell me how could i have gotten my backstage pass, my limited anugerah era music awards ticket, helping my friends getting into a gareth gates concert standing front row, without even paying a cent.

Why is there luck, when I desperately needed one. Who is out there helping me?